Question
Why shouldnt I commit suicide?
I have nothing to live for. Im ugly, depressed, unintelligent, unloved, poor,unhealthy, friendless, worthless. I have nothing. It wouldnt be selfish because I have no one in my life. I dont believe in god and I never will. Im a loser and a waste of space.
Answer
After glancing at your QampA, its evident that you are around high school age. Being only myself, I can relate and remember what those days were like. Ive got my fair share of mental issues, which Im not ashamed of social anxiety and Aspergers among them. High school was hard. I had friends, but felt like I didnt relate to them. I felt constantly alone and, having terrible acne, unattractive. My supposed quotbest friendquot just made me feel worse, always subtly rubbing it in my face that she could get any guy she wanted, if she wanted to.brbrSo trust me, I understand. Though it feels like no one could possibly understand what youre going through, some of us do. I felt like committing suicide all the time, but I didnt. I found life outside of my looks, popularity, and shallow people. I read a lot in high school, wrote some in an amateur fashion, and took up running and martial arts. Id really recommend exercise to anyone with any kind of mental problems. Its done WONDERS for me to have goals in running, plus it releases endorphins and increases selfesteem.brbrMy point is, theres always something out there to keep you interested. Right now, Im in college and I love it. Im so happy. Ive met people like me, and Ive got a major which interests me that Im good at, a great job, and Im saving for a trip around Europe. Its hard to imagine that just three or so years ago, I felt so empty that I thought life wasnt living.brbrI hope soon youll find something that interests you, and keeps you curious enough to stick around. In the mean time, ya just gotta suck it up and know that things will get better. Good luck!
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